January 2011
113 posts
Now, I think you’re just remembering the good...
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Glee. Glee. Fucking hate Glee. It has ruined...
“Don’t take my photograph, because I don’t want to know how it looks to feel like...”
– Uncomfortably Slow, Newton Faulkner
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You can't hide your pain from someone who has seen...
Don't know why I did it. It just seemed easier. I...
I spent my life learning to feel less. Every day I...
Suddenly, not missing anyone seemed like the best...
In the end everyone loses everyone. And there's no...
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Ugliness turned me inside out. There was a certain...
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There's a difference between a failure and a...
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Closures are selfish. If you really cared about...
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I make mountains out of my worries, and I plant...
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This mind breathes a life of its own It is most often desultory and adamant Never antediluvian, yet strangely insouciant With a habit of being overly verbiage At times it forgets maturity, time and space. At times it lets go and is innocuously puerile At times obstinately dour and painfully intransigent At times just plain nefarious Together it intertwines with that one loathsome irascible persona...
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And everyone wondered why I didn't talk as much as...
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Exhausting yourself up to a point where all...
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Sometimes it's best to just do nothing and listen...
“I wonder if he keeps your spine in a jar. Is that why you’re behaving like an...”
– Lover I Don’t Have to Love
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Denial Train kicked me off at Port Melancholy....
“I can’t talk to you without saying the wrong thing. Hell, even when...”
Whenever you suppress an unwanted emotion, mood,...
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Happily cruising in shades of calm gray all day,...
Things are seldom what they seem. For example, I...
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Dependence is crippling. Far more damaging than...
You can be as fucked up as you want to be & I'll...
I have no interest in saving people. But if you're...
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Whenever people IM/text "How are you", I tend to...
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I imagine, life as a clock must be absolutely dull, boring, rudimentary and it must be ..suicidal. You, a clock. You tick and tick, and go and go, round and round until the life in you dims. As your heavy arms slow to an almost peaceful still, they revive u again, stuffing cold, metal bars they call ‘batteries’ inside your frame, forcing you to move in those slow, torturous agonizing...
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You shouldn't be around people when you're like...
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Despite all appearances, nobody really knows what...
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No matter how hard I try, I just can't love that...
I have an overwhelming urge to tell you everything...
“I tried running away from me
Convince me that I’ve grown,
but I...”
– Avenged Sevenfold, Demons.
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I've got birds in my ears and a devil on my...
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Don’t acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong. This spot in hell’s where I belong. I’ve come so far it’s been so long. Don’t know why it started or where it came from.
Don’t acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong.
I started my day off with a lie & now I'm ending...
“People think I’m insane because I’m frowning all the time. All day...”
– Black Sabbath, Paranoid.
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Somebody told me to 'find' another outlet for my...
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“I don’t trust anything that bleeds for a week and doesn’t die.”
– South Park
I think crazy runs in this family. Who said my...